It's been a while since I posted, but I'm taking 19 credits, so cut me some slack.
When I was a senior I thought I had senioritis. I was ready to graduate and go to college, to move on and forget about a large majority of the people I was in school with. I think I did have an itch to leave, I mean, a legitimate one where going to school every day was the pits for a while. However I still had AP tests and softball season in the Spring, so that helped I think.
Now that I'm a senior in college I want to laugh at 18 year old me. Potentially slap her a couple times as well. I AM SO READY TO GRADUATE. School is so boring, so long, and so repetitive, and also redundant.
I'm taking 19 credits. 6 of which are literature credits, which I love and have no beef about (on? for?). The rest of those credits are education credits. While UVU has the 2nd best education program in the state, and I feel like everything they teach me is worth while, they all teach the same things. I learn about the same 5 philosophers in every class, and I learn about the same management skills in every class. At this point, now that I've done 20+hours of volunteer teacher aide/teaching, I am ready to graduate and intern to have my own class. I am ready to move on. I will probably shake like a leaf my first few weeks on the job, but who doesn't do that?
I am really starting to love teenagers and their personalities, and I am ready to be with them every day. I'm sick of people my age. Mostly girls my age. Tangent: There is one specific girl in a class of mine who drives me up the wall. Each day she gets worse and worse, and each day I get shorter and shorter with her. She is one of those people who needs everyone to like her. I don't care what people think of me. So we don't get along very well. I won't miss her one bit. Tangent over.
I find no point in my assignments anymore. They all feel like busy work. Which is why I'm here instead of doing homework right now.
Ugh. There's just so much inner frustration that I can't even deal with it.
In better news I am decorating for Christmas next weekend and I can't even wait.
