Thursday, April 2, 2015

Thursday Jitters

I hope I'm not the only one, but I tend to over-stress and over-worry. Don't get me wrong I'm fond of procrastinating, but that doesn't mean that I don't worry and stress about the things that I'm no doing.

This semester especially, when my workload has been hefty, I've really stayed on top of my work, but in doing so I haven't really taken much time for myself. I didn't think it was a big deal, I mean school was focusing on me so it was all the same right? About a week ago I really hit a wall of exhaustion. I was burnt out and I had no energy left. But, I was going to needs tons more energy seeing as finals are fast approaching and I have quite a few papers to write. I was reading a book (for a class) last weekend when I realized that I wouldn't make it to May if I didn't take some time to relax and be calm again. I know I sound crazy and I probably need therapy, but I really needed to do me for a while. So this week, while still doing all of my homework, instead of over preparing, I did all I could that was necessary for the week, and I used the rest of my time to do what I wanted. I made a good dinner, I blasted music and danced around the kitchen, I watched movies and TV, I mean I even watched survivor. And tonight my plan is to do no homework at all, seeing as that my spring break starts at 6:45 pm today, bake a really tasty dessert, and go to bed early.

I don't think I realized how important it is to take a breather every once in a while. That it's ok to slow down, and sometimes, your mind really needs you to. So, in honor of focusing on you,


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